It was supposed to be simple.  An exchange.  Your inside of me until you looked me in the eyes and said, “I’ve saved every email that you’ve ever given me”.  From here things only got better.  Or worse?  I’m not supposed to understand why things feel the way they do as So Right yet end up So Wrong.

The waiting is what happens.  I leave the space and you are to fill that space and for many people this works but for us it just falls apart.   And here now we are not even in the same era and it is still an event that forms words geezus how???  Words that are boring to those who Don’t Understand.  Because if they could see the big picture they would be sucked in, and they would be mesmerized, and perhaps it would stir something in their soul too, a type of remembrance, and then it would be gone.  Just like that. Like you, and me.  Never to return.  Because now in the end of 2012 marching into 2013 it just isn’t relevant.  It is tainted, and non-recoverable.  Let’s just remember it the way it was meant to be which was pretty and unblemished.  Before You Gave Up and Retreated.

Someday I will triumph and be happy and Have More.